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22/4/2010 falsafah ilmu 心情 降到最低度 零下摄氏° 冷 冷 冷 不是天气凉 是心 心凉了大半块 ~~o(>_<)o ~~ 答不到 达不到 搭不到 早有心理准备 可是 到最后还是会失望 看到考题の时候 有种想晕の冲动 文不对题 结果可想而知 不想比较 讨厌比较 或许你不知道 你无心の话 却是像在我胸口撒盐  如果了解我 就应该知道 我保持沉默 不对你说话 就是在告诉你 本小姐心情不好 识相の就滚远一点 我不想对任何人发火 “I gotta learn to be more mature by control my temper!!!” 昨晚 还拼书 到时清晨四点半 或许看来 这一点都不管用 搞到自己 累累累~~~ 头痛啊。。。 罢了 让它成为过去吧  或许 它 会成为我心中一个小小の遗憾 (╯▽╰) 虽然 努力过 但是没有 得到想要的收获 不知道 时间 能不能让我再次提起勇气 欣然的 接受事实  一个不能达到目标の事实 I'm so sorry... falsafah ilmu... I fail you!!!

19/4/2010 the day... before ak exam suddenly wanna released my tension at here!!! BAD NEWS!!!! Confusing now.... don't know what i have been doing for this sem~~~ just feels that the time reli flew~~~ i get no time for myself and truth be told that i really feelt tired...  today, totally moody~~~ cos get a terrible carry marks for falsafah ilmu...43.5...  all the subject i was targeted for de carry marks is more than 45 or 50... otherwise its difficult to gain high mark!!!  i have lost my ways... i'm missing the ways on the proses of learning... i'm thinking what i have gained for 1st sem... truth to be told... i have forgotten what i have study... so sad right?? i know... its still got long ways to go... will you feel disappointed when what you're done cannot get wat u want... my roommate asked me," hey, why you din update ur blog recently??" ok... everything got a reason... now... don know start from what time... when i'm sated typing...